Friday, October 31, 2008
The Day is Near
Well...tomorrow is my embryo transfer...at 9:30 am. I just got a cold, worst timing possible. My head hurts, I can't breath, I am terrified, mystified and excited. It's actually happening...I made it through all the shots, patches, pills, failed IUI's, etc. and now have 5 eggs sitting in an office 30 minutes from my house, waiting to be transferred into my body. I have not full on sobbed because of infertility in a long time but the other day I lost my shit at the thought of having babies forming in a lab. It's the closest I have ever been to having a baby....I have no idea if an egg has ever fertilized my body! So, it hit me like a ton of bricks....I kinda have a baby...not really...well, kinda.
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Today is the first time in a few days I've had a chance to check your blog. I'm sitting in a Vegas hotel room with a big smile on my face and tears in my eye. Wow!!! Here's to you feeling better very soon and having a good implantation.
ReplyDeleteGood luck tomorrow morning! Breathe and (try to)stay calm. I'm praying for you. Love you.
ReplyDeleteIsn't it the most amazing feeling in the world?!?! You have 5 babies waiting for you. Take it easy the next few days, and if your bloating gets so bad you can't stand, please call the dr right away. You don't want to hyperstimulate like I did. Good luck to you! STICKY BABY DUST!
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